C My Feelings

int
main(void)
{
       char feelings_for_you;
  
       printf("Do you have feelings for her?\n");
       printf("");

       scanf("%c", &feelings_for_you);
       printf("YES DEFINITELY");
       return(0);
}

The program i wrote above is for YOU <3.

If any of you have any programming knowledge, you might realise that no matter what i input in the program..

The answer will always be YES. =D.

Especially for HER.

=')

Everything happens for a REASON..

Things are not how it USED to be, but now things are how its SUPPOSED to be..

for that, ONE should be HAPPY.

tired..

i am unsure of what THIS is..

but it makes me DOWN..

is it a sign? a warning? or just plain silly?

I'll never know..

o.O

Well then, i guess thats my cue to go...

I wish you well..

oh...

The cards are in your hands now.

Nothing i can do or say that will change anything.

The decision is up to you.

Whatever it is, i made a mistake and i cant take it back.

For that, i deeply regret my actions.

ish..

If i were to wish for something.

I'd wish for god to make me HAPPY so that i wont hurt my friends.

But then..

Wishes aint REAL.. ='(

I'm tired of writting..

I would like to post a very long post about what i am feeling right now but i just dont have the strength to do it.=(. So i'll just copy and paste a song lyric that is similar to what i feel. This is from Sum41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect,

But nothing was worth it,

I don’t believe it makes me real.

I thought it’d be easy,

But no one believes me,

I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,

I’d say all the words that I know,

Just to see if it would show,

That I'm trying to let you know,

That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,

My thoughts are so tempting,

I don’t know how it got so bad.

Sometimes it’s so crazy,

that nothing can save me,

But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it’s in my soul,

I’d say all the words that I know,

Just to see if it would show,

That I'm trying to let you know,

That I’m better off on my own.

On my own...

Yum - Yum

The only person that actually WANT me right now.. It's satisfying to come home to a hug..

This boy has touched my soul.. Thanks Kharliff

Cave-in

Girls keep on complaining on how guys always break their hearts. Unfortunately they are only referring to HOT guys.. Guys with options, guys that can easily get another girl the moment they walk into a room. Guys that have the face and the ego to match with it.

So what happens to guys like me?

Guys that are stuck to listen to the girls that are victims of hot guys. Guys who dont get any attention unless they are needed. Guys who would be there for the girl no matter what but it doesnt seem to go both ways.. Day by day, i become just a filler.. just another average ordinary guy that all of you can call friend.. Never more never less.. But let me just ask 1 thing... What happens when they get a boyfriend? What happens to me then? Well, the answer is simple.. nothing.. I return to my nothingness life and continue being insignificant in this wretched world..

People always say, "I don't want to be that person's second choice".. Well, in my case, i didnt even make the list.. I am no second, third nor fourth choice.. I remain invisible.. I'd give anything to be on someone's list but thats just desperate so i back down and return to my cave.. And in my cave is where i will reside for the rest of my pathetic lil life. Waiting for someone to appreciate the greatness of my cave.. but we all know..

Nobody like caves anymore...

I Belong to Who? =(

This picture depicts exactly what i am feeling right now. I feel as though I don't belong. I feel useless. =(. But i promised that I won't post anything emo anymore so that is as far as I can say about my feelings. Image is courtesy of http://www.scottcounseling.com/wordpress/.

 

On a happier note, watched playhouse disney today.. again..-.-. But yeah, playhouse disney is really really educational. It teaches you how to count, spirit of friendship but the best of all is that it teaches you how to RHYME!!! My favorite pastime.=D. So like yeah, I think I'm gonna rhyme with the likes of winnie the pooh and word world.=). That will bring a new spin to my FRAPS. YAY!=D I shall be going to ber-buka now. Feir out. Playhouse disney image is courtesy of http://www.playgroupaustralia.com.au/. ;)